Wee the heiress’s blog

Hey people, WNN is back... after such a long time... Well, been busy with a lot of stuff for the past few weeks ( assignment, Love matter )..hahaha....

Geez...I hate assignments. But the lecturers and tutors here are super nice and they wont penalize or look down on the students if they handed up late...haha... * hmmm*.. Not that i handed in late without asking for extension..

In one of my class, the tutor asked us whether did we manage to cope with our assignments and handed in on time, a guy answered: I did cope with the assignment but i handed in late. ( My assignment due on fri ). Then the tutor asked: When did you manage to hand in??? He said: On tues . The tutor replied nicely: Well, thats not too bad...From this conversation, we can see how different is the lecturers here and back then in M'sia... The people here tend to THINK Positive about most of things and be optimistic.

Ok...ok... The most important message or the Gist of this blog is about my love life. I broke up with BH and currently seeing a new guy. Well, u guys maybe shocked or surprised or for those who already knew about it , i have nothing to defend about this whole thing.. I let u guys think about the whole thing as in maybe ( thats how i feel) u guys will think that i am a Siner for dumping Bh after promises like going to marry him and bla bla bla being made. Guess all i want to say is that too many things has occured since last time but i don't have the courage to confront him or express how i feel  and i keep tolerating till now...( which is after i came to here and become stronger in terms of mentally ) I won't want to make any promises in my upcoming relationship because i know the feeling of being hurt and hurting someone that i truly loved... I have learned to be a selfish person in a relationship. Afraid of being hurt anymore ...

He is once a great guy whom i am deeply in love with and now still can hardly forget about him as he is the first guy that i ever love. But in the world of love, no one is right or wrong and i hope he can find a much better girl than me . I am a betrayer and bitch.. haha... Can't help to wake up from bed each day thinking about how i hurt him...

But now, i just want to do my best to love this new guy who makes me feel really comfortable and secure. His name is daniel...

I am not sure how u guys will think of me after what i have written but just hope that u guys will wish me all the best and i need ur blessings. Love u all..Take care 

People.... WNN is back...Be the First to know... Oh... "Cut The Crap"....

Basically , i am going to summarize what i did during the weekend from friday to sunday because i didn't study a thing during the weekend..PROCRASTINATING...GEE...I am Lazy

Friday
Like i told u guys previously in my blog that i decided to take up swimming lessons... SO basically my class starts at every friday 6p.m. to 6.30p.m. Try to utilize my time and become fitter as well as lose some extra weights...The first class was last friday...We went to sign up last thurs evening and we havent got any swimming suits yet which means we need to get 1 on Friday before the swimming class...We went to CHADSTONE about 1 p.m. after brenda and i went home to leave our stuffs  and meet sereen at home coz she has no class on that day... SO off we go to Chadstone which is the biggest shopping centre at melbourne ..We went to have our lunch first... HAd Japanese vegetable pancake and Zero COke... I love ZEro coke compare to Diet COke because there is NO CALORIES in it... Well, basically i bought a pair of bikini and shorts , a t-shirt with the writing " What are you lurking at?" , a pajamas pants and a winter jacket which is real nice and warm.. I used Credit card coz i was out of cash... And they are all necessites and i did ask for daddy's permission... We were late for the swimming class and we reached there about 6.20p.m. haha.. The bus was late and we need time to get change... What strikes me was when i was after i took my shower in the changing room and got changed, there was this girl who undressed herself to take shower in the open section of the shower area...I was stunned by her nudity... She was total naked... Probably i am a bit conservative ...Then there are another few who follow the same thing....Total Nudity..That is what i have encountered ..Something outrageous....

Saturday
Melbourne city , off we go.... Yippie...Around 2 , brenda and i went to caulfield to meet Ghee , daniel and their bunch of frenzs whom i dunno... Then we took a train from caulfield station to the city... First stop is Melbourne uni...We went there because we can't get to borrow any books from monash library because most of them are on loan... Thanks a lot to daniel who kindly brought us to melbourne uni to borrow the books. After that about 4p.m. , we went to grab some sushi coz we didnt have breakfast and lunch.. Then we went back to daniel's place.... His place is so chaotic... Full with beer bottles and smell of smokes is in the air...But daniel doest smoke ..Well, his housemates do...haha ...THen afterwards , we headed for dinner..Had TOM YUM seafood for dinner...yummy...LAter on.. we headed to the MOOMBA FEST which is held near the YArra river....IT was so crowded .. not to mention got lots of hotties...haha...After walking around, we sat down for a drink and so coincidentally my frenz's fren know yan yan and later yan yan met us at the drinking place... She said:" The world is so small, didnt think that will bump into u guys"..HAha.. Well, indeed is a small world..She become more feminine...prettier... SO envy... haha..kidding... Well, we got a train to catch so we leave the city around 12 something midnight....We reached home about 1.30a.m. and my feet ended up with plasters  covering blisters..

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Sunday.
Woke up nearly 11a.m. ...Super tiring but can't really sleep the whole night coz quite warm  Waited for our frenzs from city to come visit us.. They reached around 3p.m....After that , we went to do grocery shopping at clayton town... Bought green tea, milk tea, kopi o, curry paste, tuna, biscuits, blueberries and etc...haha...Then had dinner at this chinese restaurant named Wah Kee... yummy.. had mee goreng and lemon chicken...haha.... Afterwards headed back home... Slept at midnight...

Thats all about what i did during the weekend...muacks ppl

Entering the 2nd week of my course, i really begin to feel the pressure to improve my general knowledge and ENGLISH...A very great competitive environment as i am in a foreign country where everyone speaks ENGLISH...

Hope i could struggle through this 2 coming years...Though i think is a good thing that i am able to concentrate on my studies  because i do consistent reading everyday. My course needs a lot of readings and research. Luckily my tutors are good people and are not in the category of racist or sexist !!  They are really nice to me as i am an International Student...The students here are also quite friendly but i didn't seem to attract any Cute guys!! *laugh*

Was listening to Jay's song "Xing Qing" , memories for the past 19 years suddenly flashed like those in the movies in front of my eyes. Can't believe that i am approaching towards the age of 20 . Good memories and Bad memories triggered mixture of feelings within me. A lot of people that i have met before i left for Australia told me that i should enjoy my Uni Life as this will be the last stage in everyone 's education life.

But honestly , we can't really enjoy much of our Uni life except for the flirting with Hotties  or get to know any Rich guys ( which most girls, nowadays hunger for but i don't blame those "innocent" girls as the Entertainment media is the main culprit which influence those girls like an infectious disease). Ok ok... That is just based on my own judgement..No offence, people !!

Since i move in with my friends, i have learn to do my own laundry. Haha... Well, is a first step to be independent..Furthermore, i have slowly becoming a fan of Mcfly ( a British boy band ) ..Thanks to brenda who keep playing their songs. I love Danny....He is hot and did i mention he got a husky voice which is so captivating.. haha...There is one of their song: Room on the third floor. Is real nice.Mcfly sort of act in the movie " Just my luck" starring Lindsay lohan..And guess what, lindsay slept with the drummer whose name is Harry ..Can't believe that !! How can she ?! and despite that , she denied it... What a B**tch !!

Guess what , I am planning to take up swimming lesson at Monash...haha.. Actually i know how to swim but just want to refresh my memory of swimming so thought of giving it a try... Hehe...I will have half an hour lesson each friday...I can lose some EXTRA FATS and Weights...haha...Basically i am very body conscious.. Even my housemate cannot stand my consciouness....My guy housemate said i am not FaT...Well, don't know is he trying to reassure me or is the fact...I just wanna achieve my ideal weight which i dunno how much...haha...

Anyway, wanna sleep now... Take care everyone...

Well, today is the 4th day i am wearing my contact lenses...Still feel a bit uncomfortable with them... Guess i need to take time to get used to wearing them....First time trying on the contact lenses is really such a hassle , taking them out is worse...But luckily my si fu ( the guy at the optical centre) is really a nice and patient guy, he trying his best to reassure me by joking with me all the time...Finally after a couple of times practice putting in and taking off the contact lenses, i got used to it....

Though wearing contact lenses is far more convenient than wearing specs, but the procedure of cleaning the contact lenses is really troublesome because they are very fragile and need to be really hygienic at all times to avoid itchyness and irritation of the eyes...

I think i look weird when wearing contact lenses because my eyes look quite small...SOB SOB....Guess i must quickly get used to them and tolerate with those who comment about my new look ( cuz my cuzzie said: wah.... why ur eyes become so small) What an intimidating and sarcastic comment..She even ask me to go for double eyelid operation....Argh... I still strongly hold on to my  principle of never go against mother nature which is not to change how i look by under going the surgeons' knife. And i think i have made an impressive transformation since few years ago....haha

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After merely 5 days at melbourne, i am finally home... Yeah...Miss my bed , my room, my toilet which is clean and most of all , No houseflies !!! yeap...IN melbourne, now is the beginning of summer and i used to hear from my cuzzie who lives in melbourne said that there are a lot of houseflies during this season.. ANd believe it or not, there r a lots.. Due to the different climate compare to malaysia, houseflies there r not the same . They r much bigger , yellow in colour ( at first i thought it was bee ) and more stupid ( coz they keep flying around until i need to cover my mouth in case one of them flew into my mouth) ...Haha...

OK... enough with the houseflies, OVerall, it was a pleasant trip there..This was my second trip to this "crazy state" ( this is what the taxi driver refer melbourne to ) due to the enormous fluctuation of the weather... ON the day i arrived, the temperature was 10 degree celcius... ANd within a couple of days, the temperature rose to as high as 37 degree celcius. Speaking of hot. People who been to melbourne said that this state has four seasons a day. Not surprisingly, weather like this contribute to an increase of sick people... Not forgetting to mention that i caught a cold, got rashes and my lips begin to crack...The weather here is seriously unpredicatable and therefore it is essential to prepare 4 tools which are the umbrella, sunblock lotion, sunglasses and jacket....

On the first day itself, my cuzzie who is our tour guide brought us to see the apartment that my dad had jus bought at caulfield and the Monash caulfield campus that i will be doing my second year there. Stunned by the glassy and contemporary looking building, i suddenly got the urge to go there immediately... The campus looks wow... REALLY WOW...It looks really different from Monash Malaysia ( not that i am bitching about how bad is Monash My )... But monash caulfield really looks like a campus which comes with the whole package....

Shopping is real fun in melbourne but one thing that annoys me the most is the shopping malls and shops close at aaproximately 5 or 6 pm everday except friday ( until 9 pm )... I went to Chapel street on the first day i arrived at melbourne and it was just 4.45pm at that moment, my mom and i walked into a shop and was looking around when the sales girl walked to us and said : WE R CLosed....In my heart , i was cursing the girl ..I mean it was just 4.45pm and u already closing the shop ??? WTH...But first impression of chapel street is sth like bangsar, rows of shops, bistro, cafe along both side of the street... I hope i can shop there the whole day but my dad who is definitely not a shopaholic was rushing us.. ARGH...

I went to David Jones and Myer the next day with my mum and second sis while my dad brought my 2 youngest siblins to the national zoo... haha.. luckily i didnt go ... David jones and myer is at little bourke street nearby the chinese precinct or chinatown... D.J. and M is something like Isetan and Parkson but is far larger and nicer ..hehe..

Anyway, i am really tired now. Reached malaysia roughly before 6 a.m. Wanna sleeep first...*yawn*

I belong to me

It's not that i dun wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that i am the one i need to be true baby
And i won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that i dun wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you got to know that it's got to be right baby
Before i open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
ANd if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Jessica Simpson - I Belong To Me

Jessica Simpson

This song is real nice by jessica simpson..Despite after breaking up with Nick lachey and having a hard time dealing with the what is written in the tabloids, but she is still stay so strong and is more famous than before. This shows that we women do not need to rely or to be dependent on men...haha

HEre is some pictures that i took during my tokyo trip in September 2006.. Was raining quite heavily that day but still i enjoyed a lot at disneyland. IT made me feel like a small girl again... haha